Bathroom Break

gigging with the alien

Vulture

http://www.myspace.com/thevulturesays

I was board of this space so i wanted to do something else with it, and thought
"oh well like maybe i should be sportive of shit i like or something" and then
thought, well i could like review bands I like. Then decided I have never felt
good or happy about reading a band review. My own, or others and we live in
an age where i can just give you access to the recordings and you can
choose freely with out pop buzz words tainting your virgin ears

Listen to

Vessel
Clawing at the Lid

Be human

I live in a culture, in which, I can pay some one to bring me food. Or better yet
have some one pay for me to have food delivered
Compared to a time line of evolution this is a thousand times more magical
then 3 jesuses and four mohameds. And yet when the man performing this action
did not do it perfectly (as I too often make mistakes while working) I got upset.
All like "ah what the fuck dude, don't call me for directions that is ur job dude..."
Then I remember, oh well, perhaps if I act like a fucking human I should
realize that, that dude is just trying, and its not easy for anyone and its not that
hard to reasonably help some one with directions to get magic food delivered to
me, while simultaneously babies die of starvation.

My dad hates art because he thinks its pointless

In my current belief system, I see innovation as not only
the pragmatic usefulness of the arts, but as one of the major
goals in any exercise to better understanding this place
that we all have decided ideologies of, but non of which
can be proven empirically to any legitimacy.
Taste is subjective and easily influenced by the desire
to connect to a peer group. I mean thousands of kids go to the
forest to dress like clowns
for this. Granted if you tried to talk to them, they would claim its for different reasons as would all members of these style of tribes. They want to believe that there is more
of a reason then social interaction.
That desire comes from the innovation ideas, the system where one has reason above
their peer group association to change common held perspectives, even if part of this
is fueled by a desire of peer acceptance or even recognition among them, it leaves
the world in a new view for those who experience it. Which allows us from being
trapped into stagnant creatures, but able to fully explore the endless unknown experience outside of our three pound grey and white electrical system of cells that we call reality.

Composition for a friend #25

Oh, Cool

some times people tell me "Hey, thats like so cool" and then I respond "oh, well why?"
and then they say "You know its just like cool you know, like really cool"
I never feel this way and I don't understand it, is it ok like not to have a reason?